Travis T Creations by Travis T Maddox
At The End
I feel a heaviness upon my chest, waking me and I do not know if it is my heart telling me it is time to go home or my heart telling me I never loved enough
Is it something that comes up or something that refuses to go down or is it sadness of massive aloneness that carries so much worry with it
I want to see my children again, to hear them laugh, to hear them say they love me in whatever way they do, to touch them so lovingly again
And, if I was to answer right now, at the moment before eternity, what I believe heaven will be like, I would say as comforting as rocking my child to sleep, as enrapturing as making love to my wife, as powerful as my father’s pride, as great as my God makes the greatest of things
I Just Love
Whenever I touch the roses they all seem to turn to dust
Sometimes I’m scared to touch you because I feel I’m saving us
The wrong things come so easy
And the right things are never enough
But no pain is my wish for the rest of our lives
Just love
What She Should Be
She should be who I want to be with each day
The one for whom I always pray
The reason that I stay strong
The one I hang the most pride on
She should be the better half of me
That’s what she should be
What I Mean
Are you as restless tonight as I am as you smell and hold the rose I sent
But still as tired as used lovers when all their passion's spent
Are you as cold on the inside as the rain outside as it pours down
But still knowing there's warmth here in arms and hearts bound
Are you just as lost as I am when I'm not around
As I am when your body, passion and body cannot be found
Can you be the fool I am, to love this man like I love this woman...
Whatever it takes, I'm willing to do
Whatever it needs, like I need you
Whatever it wants, I'll give my everything
Whatever it has to have, more than these words I sing
I love you and more is what I mean
Are you as lonely as I am reaching out from where you are with tears
with hope your affections not lost wishing your heart had no longing or fears
Are you just as sad as I am when my world is falling down
Or as empty as I am, so deep inside, when you're not here in town
Can you be the fool I am, to love this man like I love this woman...
Whatever it takes, I'm willing to do
Whatever it needs, like I need you
Whatever it wants, I'll give my everything
Whatever it has to have, more than these words I sing
I love you and more is what I mean
Are you as sad as my God is, looking from your room with green eyes
like the eyes of an angel are jewels
You're so sweet for you I'd die.
But if you'll tell me what you want I'll be here no matter what...
…ever it takes, I'm willing to do
Whatever it needs, like I need you
Whatever it wants, I'll give my everything
Whatever it has to have, more than these words I sing
I love you and more is what I mean
Soft Summer Rain
Sitting in this soft summer rain
My mind opens up to wander through more of this pain
As streams of the skies tears cascade like spilled milk off the counter
Hearing the undertones of random words
The mill of feelings churning, burning wanting to be heard
As the burden of doubt rages buried in my inexpressible love for her
Making the choice to be still and near
Angry at hope for failing me again, as before, as always, here
As countless miracles await us but for just the timing that seems never come
Sitting in this soft summer rain
My mind opens up to more than the realities of this pain
As slowly the clock moves away from the end even now, as you and I will not be undone
Hell of a Woman
How blessed I am to see the beauty God’s begun
So sweet in all it’s sorrow
Why have you come to annoy my minds shallow way
Splaying all my senses array
Did you not say yes in the spirits silent form?
No matter what comes, I’m tomorrow
Were my hands warm, yourself so gentle, all ways through
I’ve had loves, but hope you stay
Could I love you? If I shall, I do, remembering
This price of Heaven to borrow
I am an offering, to owe you my life, at your hand
While I’ll love you in every way
You are one hell of a woman
Basis of Our Relationship
You’ll never understand how much I love you. I can only hope to convey, half of the joy I feel when you look my way.
I’m never giving up on you so let’s let the insecurity go. I pray each night, as I hold you tight, tomorrow might let you begin to know.
I ain’t ever going to forgive life for keeping us apart this long, and I might push you too hard, and that might be wrong, but this love’s so strong.
We’ll be all right even if we have our fights. Nothings going to scare me away from what God has gave me. I don’t ever again be free.
I can touch the mountains when I touch you. I can feel the rainfall when you cry. I can read you thoughts of “I Love you, but I’m afraid” and I can only say to you I’ll try.
We might be poor but proud. We might end up on the firing line. But I thank the Lord for my blessing, that you’ll still be mine.
We got roads ahead to travel and books to take us to where we will never see. We got movies to live our fame through, and time to do anything else for you and me.
We are one, we both are us, and our only basis is our trust, the thoughts that we’re both thought of, and our love.